But I must remain calm

This painting explores the inner turmoil of managing overwhelming emotions while maintaining a façade of composure to meet societal expectations. It critiques the pressure to appear stable and cheerful, even on the brink of a breakdown. Through this work, the artist questions why society demands emotional restraint and why individuals are discouraged from embracing and processing their true feelings. It is a passive-aggressive commentary on the masks we wear, urging reflection on the value of authenticity and the necessity of sitting with our emotions to fully accept them.